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unbelievable [17 May 2007|01:42am] here it is may and i haven't updated my livejournal since october! myy oh my the things that have happened. i moved back to munford last month to save money.. and because we were kicked out of the apartment complex. long story, but we seriously got fucked in the ass over there. fuck stonebridge. cj & i have a great relationship. we both live to be with each other it seems.. and i know for sure i can't keep my eyes off him. if i weren't so young i'd say right now that he's the man i am going to marry.. however right now that's all a fantasy. we might one day though. right now i'm addicted to poker at gill's. i haven't beat 4th place yet, but i'm getting close and i'm getting good. monday through wednesday my evenings are booked, because i always have the best time playing there. i really dig that place a lot. as far as my social life outside of cj and gill's, it has calmed down a lot. i met a few cool folks at school this last semester.. but i'm really okay spending my time with cj, jacob, and the people i play poker with. a lot less ridiculous drama and bullshit takes up my time these days, and i love it. i'm off to sleep. i hope the sun shines bright all day tomorrow. post comment

pictures [08 Oct 2006|05:40pm] soooooooo this is what's goin' on ( Read more... ) 1 comment|post comment

[12 Sep 2006|05:18am] [ mood | amazing ] [ music | yo gotttttttttttttti ] i am so falling in love with him (cj, ceeeej, charles callie jr). i think i'm getting another tattoo tomorrow. i move in, like, 5 days. post comment

[05 Sep 2006|10:57pm] i move into my apartment september 16th. ;] !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2 comments|post comment

[01 Sep 2006|02:11am] [ mood | high ] [ music | the new ludacris cd sucks ] college is refreshing. i was nervous, but.. in my classes i feel confident and ready to learn. i really think i'm going to lovvve my geography class. and i can't complain much about anything so far. i like the school. i'm so happy to finally be out of high school. for those of you who did not know, i go to southwest. i also [practically] live with my boyfriend, cj, in cordova. i say practically because it's hard leaving home. i've lived in munford now 15 years, and out of nowhere i have this awesome relationship with this guy who's got a place and.. i really want to live with him. i plan on being settled in by sunday. after septemeber 30th, his lease is up and he's getting a place with jacob. i think i'm going to move in with those guys then until lauren and i can get our place. it seems like a good idea. cj and i have something going so good and it makes me so happy. he has such a nice smile and succcch pretty hair.. and then the sexiest body i've ever got to hold onto, seriously. he has this attitude that i can't help but love.. and he has many morals and standards [several i don't agree with, but it intrigues me more]. i respect it. anyway blahblahblah, i can't get away from this livejournal.. but soon enough i won't have much internet access unless i start making bank. we will see. post comment

[28 Aug 2006|04:31am] my life is crazy like always. cj and i got into a pretty personal conversation that left us both feeling uneasy. i think that we're going to be okay, though. i like this boy a lot. i don't want to let him go. you know. my mom called me at likeeee 3:45am wondering where i was. i told her cj's, & that we'd been talking.. and she started crying. my parents have issues. maybe if they asked me something every now and then.. or resonded to my comments. i'd know what they thought about things. that's another thing, though. i'm moving out by september 1st, still. 1 comment|post comment

[24 Aug 2006|12:16pm] i start school on mondayyy!! needless to say, i am excited. my petty worries of the last weeks are nothing now. i'm not on probation, i'm in college... and i move in with cj at the latest september 1st. my parents have been having a horrible time communicating with me lately or something. they... don't know how to respond, maybe? something like that, because everytime i say something.. silence comes from them. that or like doubtful face expressions or rolling eyes. frankly, i'm not impressed.. in fact all of that bullshit drives me out of this house even more. today i'm going to get a new license. the last thing on my list of things to do in this whackkkk ass town. 4 comments|post comment

[19 Aug 2006|03:38am] i have a boyyyfriend. it's fun. he's sexy. & i'm moving in with him for the month of september. i'm getting out of munford. [i'm also off probation.] post comment

this was posted on myspaceee... [14 Aug 2006|12:37am] soooo.. last night i threw a party. a small party, but a party.. and i had a great time. my parents stayed the night in nashville, so i took the opportunity to bring it to my house. unfortunately, my parents didn't think it was a great idea. i woke up the next day a little late, then cleaned it and tried as hard as i could to make it look like we didn't have a party. but, whenever there's good there's bad.. and i guess it was hard to cover the fact my mom's biggest lemon from her lemon tree was gone, there was beery mud in the yard, and cigarette butts around. also.. as me, lauren, cj and jacob were leaving my house, my parents met us on my street. my mom didn't look so pleased that i was taking these 2 guys home.. it was pretty awkward. i wish so badly that we would have left a minute earlier. also, my mom called me and was really pissed off. she hung up on me the first time, then called me and told me to come straight home after i got off work & she would talk to me tomorrow. i disrespected my parents, once again.. and i've decided that i'm going to move out as soon as possible. cj told me that i could move in with him until his lease is up (which is september 30th). i think i am going to do it. so, my plans for tomorrow include registering for school, figuring out what i need to bring as my things, and telling my parents (after explaining to them what had happened) that i am moving out. i'm kind of scared and i feel like these plans are very abrupt, but i also feel like i need to get out of munford, out of my parents' house, and be on my own. at least for a minute. 1 comment|post comment

the partyyyy. [06 Aug 2006|07:51pm] i have some recent pictures. finally. cj filled up the kegggg and we invited some friends to jacob's sister's house. bethanie, lauren, me, jacob ( Read more... ) 5 comments|post comment

helllllllllllllllllllllllllllo? ketchuppppppp. [04 Aug 2006|04:40am] [ mood | relaxed ] somehow i've managed to meet someone who fits my high standards. tonight he told me that he thinks we go perfect together. oh my gooooooooooodness. if only you could see this guy. (if you really want to know.. he's 22 years old, 6'0" with a perfect body, blonde curly hair & brown eyes, musician and great dancer, clever with words, and completely my type.) i can't keep my hands off of him. anyway lauren and i have set our date to move out of this town ! the first of september, we will head to the city. tomorrow we're going to look at a few places. it will be incredible (for me) to live near a mall, wal-mart, so many good restaurants, grocery stores, interstates, and anything else i haven't discovered since i've lived in this fucking black hole for 16 years. i'm excited. post comment

cali is his middle name [03 Aug 2006|03:08am] so i'm dating this guy that looks like johnny depp with curly blonde hair and he makes my body melt. he is so sexy. i like a bartlet boyyyyyyyyyyyyy. ohh my life is so exciting. 1 comment|post comment

[29 Jul 2006|02:26am] why it's just now coming to me, i don't know. i need to get my life together. where's the structure? cj says that soon enough it'll be under more control. i need to.. pick the boy, spend more time with my friends, spend more time with my family, get my college things together, make more money, & quit smoking weed. 1 comment|post comment

[11 Jul 2006|01:01pm] (Click here to post your own answers for this meme.) ✓ I miss somebody right now. ✓ I don't watch much TV these days. × I own lots of books. ✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses. × I love to play video games. ✓ I've tried marijuana.  (i love marijuana) ✓ I've watched porn movies. ✓ I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.  (only because he drove me crazy) ✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy. ✓ I curse sometimes.  (all the time) ✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.  (every year) × I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. ( it goes on... ) 6 comments|post comment

[03 Jul 2006|02:19pm] it's been since the summer before junior year that i've actually dated a guy and had strong feelings for until now, and i remember now why it's a waste of time. it's so hard to stay strong. it's so easy to drive yourself crazy. 2 comments|post comment

[27 Jun 2006|08:00pm] i finally have pictures from prom ( Read more... ) 1 comment|post comment

[26 Jun 2006|11:27am] wow, where can i begin? MEXICO is so badass. it's beautiful, the people are so kind, and the beaches have palm trees all over them. normally, we might put up an umbrella for shade on the beach.. but this time we had a palm tree. i could communicate okay. we went into playa del carmen to go shopping twice. the first time we did, i talked to our taxi driver about how we wanted clothes. he told me his mother-in-law made mayan dresses (i really had no clue what he was talking about), and that he'd show them to me. well, he took us to his house. i walk in and see kids and this lady that looks like his grandmother and then this dress they urged me to try on. i tried the dress on and it was giant and not so flattering. they asked if i'd pay 600 dollars for it, then 500.. then asked what i'd pay. i said less than 100. poor lady took a year to make it. anyway, we left there and went into the city where i saw about 60,000 "TEQUILA & DRUGSTORE" signs. that shit is wild. i think their economy depends on tequila and drug stores. at the resort i stayed on, it was all inclusive food, drinks, etc.. so, my godddd i stayed eating and drinking. each night there was a different show, all very well presented.. i was impressed. there was also a bar on each end of the theater. another nice part of the resort was the discoteque, where they played all types of dance music (mostly out dated hiphop and latin dance). i drank until i didn't give a shit that i was with my brother & danced. by the end of the vacation i was sunburnt from hell and ready to use my cell phone. it was fun. i have a lot of pictures i'll post soon. 1 comment|post comment

el dia de los padressss [18 Jun 2006|10:42pm] i leave for mexico in the morning! i am so excited. i will be speaking spanish for a week straight. dame una cerveza, ahora ! i tend to write journal entries a lot and then get to where i have nothing else to say. therefore, i end up deleting everything i typed. uhm, maybe because livejournal is pointless. for real, though. i leave for mexico in the morning and i'll be gone for 5 days. don't forget about me or anything, and uhmmm lets hang out whenever i get back. post comment

[13 Jun 2006|12:46am] uhm okay let me start this post off by telling each and every one of you that i cannot receive text messages. i receive like 40 fucking texts a day, and i can't see them. the screen on my phone is completely busted up, and it is impossible for me to see anything or reply to your texts. i don't have much else to say... besides... i've been sleeping with, but not having sex with, a coworker who i find extremely sexy and attractive. i don't know what's going on there. uhm, i still need a roommate and i'm still looking for a place to live in cordova. i need some detox. annndd... rick's my favorite country boy. 4 comments|post comment

[08 Jun 2006|04:08pm] i bought my first bikini. it's hot. i'm going to mexico in less than 2 weekssss.. donde esta la mota y la cervezaa?? i've been enjoying work a lot more lately (<3vodka) & i've actually been hanging out with some folks from there. the other night i hung out with bethanie, felipe and cj... we played drinking games until we were all pretty shitty, then felipe and bethanie left. cj and i played video games until the sun came up, and then i passed out on his couch. i'll say thattt.. cj is damned cool. and the sexiest sonic employee i've ever met. tonight i'm going to senses for the first time with some people i work with. i don't have anything to wear. 2 comments|post comment

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